2016-05(May)-29-Sun-0108

(I have been trying to properly convey this thought for years now. I’ve lost track of what iteration number this would be.)

I dare the world. (in ways that are safe for all affected) Keep me sated. Keep me rested and relaxed. Keep me free of mundane concerns. Clear the fog and cobwebs in my mind. Enliven me. Inspire me. Give me hope. Give me time. Keep me interested. Make me care. Give me an opening. An opportunity to foster a world where everyone can choose to do and accomplish anything.

I just need one clear shot. I will perform a masterstroke and initiate a concerted effort to get everyone to choose where we want to go, cause right now, I don’t think anyone even considers it worth thinking about. We can choose where we want to go as a species. We can totally make it happen too. We are that good. I say we become creators.Let’s take it as far as we can. Let’s be the best we can be. Let’s learn and try again. The cycle continues. Get’s better every time. Of course, I would take action only when in full understanding of the options and effects possible. I want things to be better. Just plain better. Why would we stagnate? Why would we go backwards? Are we not supposed to try to be better today than we were yesterday? (need to verify this wording initiates only positive effects)

2015-12(Dec)-28-Mon-03:23 (entry 2/2)

Futur idea to explore:

Something about musicians and how they focus on the feeling of satisfaction from either exteriorizing or connecting, and whether this observation applies to other fields or circumstances.

( incomplete treatment written on 2016-07(Jul)-25-1852)

Having performed music on hundreds of occasions, with hundreds of different musicians, I have observed different approaches.

There are some who have a feeling within them that they want to externalize. A thrill they are seeking, if you will. This can become their main focus, at times to the detriment of all other considerations, pursuing their ambition with such fervour that they will clash with other inputs, or simply steamroll over them. In some extreme occasions, I have witnessed some view other people’s creative input as a hinderance to their own vision. Understand, however, that in most circumstances, they may or may not do so consciously, the very nature of music can be prohibitive to conscious self-examination. The trick is to be considerate, but thoughtless.

Then there are the explorers. They come to a situations intending to observe the environment, the dynamics at play, the individual inputs and how they blend together.