2016-09(Sep)-18-Sun-0621

(not iterative writing, present the repeat as part of text)

We live in an infinite universe of infinite possibility.

There is always a way. You just have to find it.

I want to learn to freely navigate possibility.

We live in an infinite universe of infinite possibility. Probability, however, varies wildly, and there are dramatic improbabilities that lead us to perceive “laws” we believe are all but immutable.

There is always a way. There is a sequence of events that lead to a desired condition, or at least well into the “realistically possible” end of the probability spectrum. You just have to find it.

I want to learn to freely navigate possibility. We need to be worthy of this. All of us. We cannot continue to be a random force of destruction and consumption. Would that be the best we could do, if we developed agency over reality? I want us to be truly worthy of godhood.

2016-09(Sep)-15-Thu-0412 (entry 4/4)

Spend time in meditation focussing on how you want to feel. How it will feel to be in that moment. Will your imagination to simulate that state.

At the least, you’ll have a clearer vision of what to look for, in addition to immediately understanding and recognizing the feeling if and when you finally come across it in day to day life. This will allow you to pursue the feeling further.

2016-09(Sep)-15-Thu-0135

Why do we age? Human physiognomy evolved to grow all the right parts and be ready to reproduce as fast as conditions allow. Once everything is ready to go, we get an overwhelming shot of  hormones to compel reproduction.

But there is a new factor in evolution; survival. We used to not survive very long past growing a child to self-reliance and had to make kids fast before something inevitably killed us. But then we had to go and build shit and figure out fire, electricity, atoms. So now, after the hormone boost we used to need, and the kids have matured and left the roost… well, the purpose is gone but we’re still here. Do we just default to being the grand parents? Taking care of successive generations of the progeny and “enjoying life”?

I’d like to focus on shaping the whole of humanity. Of course I would enjoy life as well, we invented cake and cookies and good beer for a reason.