(This is stream-of-thought, non-sensical rambling. I held back from deleting this entry because there might be something here worth eventual contemplation.)
As kids, we look up to others and are compelled to grow. What is there to look up to as an adult? Do we not stop growing and eventually die? What if we kept looking up? Would we keep growing. Figuratively, I mean. Obviously, because we wouldn’t really want to eternally grow physically, that’d be stupid. Although constant renewal and perpetual maintenance of good health, if balanced, would be an enticing example of perpetual growth.
We also don’t hold back on our passions when we are younger. This unbridled enthusiasm could also be a source of vitality.
I want to make things better for everyone. I want us to move forward rather than linger in a state that is undesirable to even a single person.
Some problems are caused by other, more fundamental problems. What is the deepest, most fundamental problem humanity is afflicted with that I can definitively fix so we can be free of a long list of related woes and move forward?
Focus; the skill by which one achieve’s mastery. Be it ever available to all.
I envision a great opportunity in our future. We will have a chance to clarify our vision. To choose which direction we want to take, who we want to be. To clearly see what our most desirable available option is and attain it. To be capable of navigating our existence with gentle ease.
Define point of origin (Point A)
Define point of arrival (Point B)
Determine path of least resistance (Path C (incorrectly marked as vector, but I can’t be bothered to fix the image, vectors are usually straight lines, the path of least resistance takes whatever course it takes))
The unspoken is always the true crux of the matter.
(Rewrite. I want it to be purely positive and constructive.)
I always speak the fundamental truth.
Speak the fundamental truth.
(I like it, seems final.)
I wrote something about apologies a while back. (Fri Oct 31 11:58 AM 2014, the original is much bigger than this one and posting it here would detract)
New version: Acknowledge, reassess, adjust and move on.
You are a living organism. Your design evolved to accomplish something. If you’ve done it already, then do something else. If you can’t do it, try a new approach or do something else. If you feel there was never any design in the first place, contemplate what design you would like there to be. We can always benefit from people thinking about that one.
The secret/meaning/purpose of life: change.
More like deliberate change. It’s about choice, really.
(I left the original post as is because this project is still in draft form and I like chronicling my evolving thought process.)